I started this site to help myself cope. I thought that if I wrote down what was inside it would help me process what was happening on the outside better. I also created the site to stop an internal process of shutting everything up. Somehow I thought that if I kept writing and talking about it, it would stop my mind from lockdown. I hope it does do that.
If this blog helps anyone going through what I am I would be thankful, but this is not a journey I would recommend for anyone. It’s hard, and you have to dig deep every single day.